I am so sorry that I have not written in my blog for about two years straight now! I guess I just lost the will and then got busy with other things... Also I wanted to say that what I have written so far in my blog for me has represented lessons I have learned in life so far and sort-of lost direction. When I first started writing I did so because not only was it part of school but I wanted to use it one day when I go to Africa or New Orleans (which is where I have dreamed of visiting) and about the memories I had there. So I wanted to repeat again how sorry I am that I have let basically everyone down. There are so many reasons why I stopped for such a long time but problem was that I was getting so concerned that what I was writing preachy things and didn't want it to be like that. So basically the problem was that I was focusing too much on the problem and not looking for a solution. Thank you for being so patient and I hope to someday have my own computer so I can write more interesting things that can encourage you...