Who is Like our God?

It has been hard for me to put my mind directly into thinking that I must keep people updated on my blogs because my mind has so many other things to think about. My passage was postponed for next month as many have already been told, which was a complete blessing from God in my opinion. They were almost gonna separate Hosanna's and my passages but God kept it together. I can't even begin to explain how grateful I am to a God who cares about my little opinions even though I think they could be trashed easily and stomped over. I am so grateful! Yet through all of this amazing stuff and feeling like I am living a fairy tale dream, I came across this writing that struck a small chord. It is a poem I made that I wanted to make into a song but couldn't get it to sound right. So I'll just let the poem explain itself even though I don't know if it's very good...

I Wanna Be Free

Worries and thoughts cloud by head

I don't know which way to go;

Why do I have to constantly fight myself?

Why can't I just give in?

I want to be free to be wholly me

Not focusing my mind on the things of this world

But to believe and trust in You always

For I am yours and my heart has been marked with your pure love

Magazines and newspapers

Are full of everything but what I'm searching for

I can't find Your face

I want to believe that You love me without reason

I want to believe that You really care about me

But then I listen to the wind

Your voice, I know, is near

Then I hear you say

'I am here, cast your burdens on me

For I am and always will be strong enough.'

I see now that no power, principality, or thing of earth

Can separate me from Your undeserving love

Cause when I see you again

I will be free to run in your arms

I will be free to be wholly yours, the one with whom I'm meant to be

I can believe, for you've set me free

And my chains of self are thrown behind

For I am Yours and You are mine.