I'll admit that I have been a bit selfish as of recently because I wonder why I find it so hard to accept myself the way I am (because of a few things that have happened before the Ingathering that still seem to effect me). I don't want to get so focused on myself that I forget the reason why I am living and that is sort-of what happened. I am ashamed that I didn't catch this earlier and want to repent to everyone here and God for not realizing the self pity I was letting myself wallow in. I really do want to serve God and His people with all of my heart, mind , soul, and body. I want to give Him my everything because He is my everything! Thank you so much to all my friends, especially the ones who are bold enough to honestly stand up and talk to me when I am a sloppy mess and ooze all over them. I don't mean to let anyone down, especially God, because I am human so I will need as much grace as God can provide for me in these moments. Thank you again to all my true friends and may the God of Abraham bless every breath you breathe and every step you take to reach for those who need His love.
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